In all honesty, I'm sad that this is my life again. I'm sad that I can list off all of these physical and mental ways it effects me, yet I can't stand up to the disorders voice and make steps in the right direction.

Ah well ! We can only hope that with my referral being accepted, I can get help soon.

As I said, if you feel able to share then please comment below about your experiences. I find bulimia tends to vary a lot more than anorexia in how it effects people.

Thank you again to the person who requested this video. If you have anything you would like me to talk through I have linked my social media accounts below. Up next is a Q&A video including questions asked over on instagram.

My 'recovery/mental health' instagram account:   / givemehotch...​   (@givemehotchocolate)

If you have anything you want to see me talk about, feel free to contact me on any of these accounts. Some days I get a little overwhelmed and can't reply to messages straight away, but I do always read and appreciate them.

My personal instagram -   / ​​​​​   (scroll down for old mental health content @nicfstr)

My 'recovery' instagram -   / givemehotch...​   (I am selective about who I accept @givemehotchocolate)

Twitter where I regularly talk about my recovery -   / _nicfstr​​​​​   (@_nicfstr)

Tiktok - https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMem8P3HJ/​​​​​

Sending love your way, have a good day ❤