"Paradise" EP COMING THIS SUMMER

look mom I made it home
just a couple scuffs on my painted chrome
she knows its a pain to grow,
so I'm kicked outside with no way to go

lookin at me see the rage of my dad in my eyes
I knew you hated my angst as a kid cause its all you could see and despise

I threw a fit everyday when I got home from school
dont care to play I would find any way just to tear into all of the rules

child neglect
lookin at ma while she cry over rent
couldn't decide, stay alive, or the death
feelin broken inside, gettin high like a jet



New age new grown ups
now we feel that grace cause he rose up
had to shift my ways, I'm a soldier
devil in my way, better slow up
medicine my pain or I blow up
gotta end my days feelin more love
had to flip my ways, fuck a short cut
for the dead I pray, feelin colder

Feelin that survivors guilt
why Elijah have to go on and die from pills?
I was sick when I heard you was lyin still
in that snowbank, pray that you finally heal

and I feel the weight of their deaths on my heart and my shoulders
I know that it isn't my fault, but I can't stand the pain of them not gettin older
I think of the times of our bonds, feelin great that i had such a pleasure to know ya
I think of the pain of their moms, rest assured they was raised by the heart of solder

(and a moment of silence)

Growing Pains.