(ep.12) english is hard sometimes gimme a break 😓

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- Impossible by Teezo Touchdown (intro)
- unwind by Lauren Kovacs
- Pills by Joji
- Like or Like Like by Miniature Tigers

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journal entry (2/5/24):
damn, new month. this year is going by WAY TOO FAST.
lately i've been thinking about, well life, but more importantly, how im spending mine. idk if i'm trying to do too many things at once. ofc my no.1 priority rn is creating these films, but i'm also juggling that with running my own business, creating music, freelancing, and school. ofc ik it's better to have 1 sole focus - which would ideally be on creating (both films and music). but i need money, i mean we all do right? so i'm trying to figure out how i'm gonna do it all. i was on a call with maxwell, and something about what he said struck me. he said, "you are stopping your own success" (in regards to juggling so many things). and ofc it's frickin true, if i could just focus on 1 maybe 2 i could be seeing a lot better progress. i just dk what to do. i wanna do so many things, i KNOW i can do so many things, it's just i can't do them all at once. i need to conquer one thing at a time. but also i gotta make a living. i gotta eat, everyone's gotta eat. so i gotta learn to prioritise, learn to ask for help, and focus on 1 maybe 2 things only, then move on to other things. anyway, hopefully u gained something from this week's episode (or any episode of my life for that matter), and if ur actually reading this, i love u, have an amazing day/afternoon/night ♡

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