💌 hi!
guys? guys... i- I can finally say that i did it!! i passed the hardest and the last exam of this semester! I still can't believe it. i can't believe that after 1 failed year i'm finally going to be a 2nd year med student (only five more years left). i'm so glad i didn't give up the first time. That i managed to muster up the courage and motivation to retake the whole first year.

So if you are struggling, if you feel like giving up, trust me, i've been there. The first time i got into med school, the pandemic hit, we didn't even have classes online, our uni wasn't prepared at all. We were supposed to study on our own. During the summer holidays (we have exams throughout the whole summer) i just wasn't able to study. I've experienced my first burnout and i gave up. I felt like i needed a break so i took one. I was lucky enough that i was able to stay with my parents, i was working, and i made the best decision ever, to create this channel as an creative outlet in those stressful times. I also studied for the entry exams (i had to retake those; a dumb rule but who am i to argue), I got in again and was determined to finish this year. it wasn't smooth sailing at all, but i managed somehow. I didn't get the best marks on my finals but that doesn't matter. As long as i passed, i was happy. And so, last week i took my final exam.

In the end i basically "lost" 2 years, all of my friend will graduate earlier than i will but it doesn't matter. I say lost but in reality i've learned so much in those 2 years. Everyone lives at their own pace and that is totally okay. Will it take you longer to graduate and get a degree? are you still living with your parents? never been in a proper relationship? so what? it doesn't matter. you live your life how you want to. it is your life. nobody should dictated you how you are supposed to live it, only you. ♡

So anyways, i don't know if what i wrote makes sense, the bottom line is, if you are struggling with something, just know that you are not alone. You will figure it out, and things will get better. You might not see it now, but trust me that it'll get better. I believe in you, we all do. you've got this my friend. ♡♡♡


♡ Spotify playlist of chill music that I keep updating with songs I like: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/387...

♡ Timestamps are in the pinned comment

♡ I've made a digital study planner for 2022-23, you can take a look at it here: https://ko-fi.com/s/515403b344

♡ If you want you can support me here: ko-fi.com/sunsetdreams

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If you see any ads on my videos I am sorry, I sadly can't do anything about it. I don't make any money off of them, it's monetized because of copyright - the money from ads goes to the song owners.

To fix this you can:
a) go to the end of the video and then replay it from the beginning
b) install a good ad-block on your browser
c) or you can click here https://looptube.io/, it will take you to a website where you just enter the URL and play it without ads. It is safe and it can also loop videos. ♥
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