This was a messy and weird video to make but i wanted to acknowledge my choice to be single to take care of my mental health, heal my relationship i have with myself, improve how i have friendships, and figure out who i am before looking for romantic connection again.
I dont want this video to be about the people i dated in the past (tho lord do i have some stories…) its about me and where i have gotten myself with the help of some friends (and my mum) through these 6 years and what i’m looking for in my future!
Relationships of all kinds are hard with BPD but for me romantic ones were basically impossible (ill blame the shitty friendships ive had on being autistic and people just not liking the vibe lmfaooo) i have some hope but i am absolutely sceptical that it will be possible now and maybe not as bad as i remember/expect it to be.

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