TW: death, suicide, self-hate, flashing images.
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«And the more people I cut out, the quieter my life got.»
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Vidder: Faith
Music:    • Alpenrose (feat. My City Glory)  
Fandom: The Bear (season 1)
Coloring: Mine
Software: Sony Vegas Pro
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Hello everyone.
It's been a little over a year since my last edit. I'm sorry I didn't upload for such a long time, but life got in the way. I grew apart from some people I deeply care about. I am still processing the loss of a very important person for me. I am finally doing what I love in my life, but I kind of feel like Carmy here: never good enough.
I felt uninspired for a whole year, until I watched the first season of The Bear. Seeing what Carmen went through made me realize that I am not the only person who's ever faced, or will face, a complicated situation such as the one I'm in. It will be okay, eventually.
I needed to find an outlet for everything that I'm feeling, and this video worked pretty well.
Hope you enjoy it.
Welcome to my head,
Faith
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