this show fucked me up and i literally cannot stop thinking about it. i am going feral.

pretty heavy content for this one, so make sure to check out the content warnings below! this is not a happy video (clips are in chronological order and are labeled with their episode number)

let me know if i missed a scene that absolutely fucked you over! :)

timestamps:
0:00 intro
0:07 "who would do this to my boy?" (102)
0:37 stovka [implications of suicide] (103)
01: barry and chris talking in the car, after everything [muted gunshot noise, off-screen murder] (107)
02:24 the infamous breakdown scene (107)
03:12 "my lord, the queen is dead" (107)
03:40 comparison between the scene and reality (201)
04: sally talking about being with her ex [pretty heavy discussion of a physically abusive relationship and guilt over staying in it] (204)
05:28 barry opening up to cousineau (204)
05: "i think you are deeply human" (204)
05: you can see the exact moment his heart breaks! (204)
06: "now, i have a purpose. you gave me that" (206)
06: the aftermath of sally's performance [brief implied abuse mention] (208)
07: HE LOWERED HIS GUN FOR YOU BARRY (208)
08: the look of realization on his face and then walking into the dark? yeah that definitely broke my heart (208)