become the doll or break the spell



billy never got to apologize to the people he hurt. billy never got to show max the bruises, the fights, how he used his body as a shield and took all of her blows. acted like his father’s perfect target so he wouldn’t hurt max. billy never got to grow up, and find himself, find who he was outside of his own walls. billy never got to recover from the trauma, he never got to see how good of a person he COULD have been. billy was robbed of so much potential, and given so much pain and rage. All he wanted was to be loved, understood, paid attention to. It’s a terrible thing what growing up with abuse can do to a person. unfortunately, billy figured out too late that he is not the monster his father manipulated him to be.

Billy was no hero, but he could have been.


song: can you hold me by NF


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