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🎙THE PODCAST (UNCENSORED)
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🧨HUGE thank you to Dan Howell:
YOUTUBE:    / danisnotonfire  
TWITTER:   / danielhowell  
INSTAGRAM:   / danielhowell  

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🎥Crew
▸ Creator, Director, Writer, etc. - Anthony Padilla
▸ Executive Producer - Alessandra Catanese
▸ Producer, Co-writer & Research - Elise Felber
▸ Director of Photography/Gaffer - Kathy Sue Holtorf
▸ Camera Operator - Matthew Faulkner
▸ Social Media Manager - Mallory Myers
▸ Editor - Mike Criscimagna AKA Mork Crispy
▸ Assistant Editor - Patrick Horba
▸ Assistant Editor - Ash Duckworth
▸ Assistant Editor - Nikki Blacklock
▸ Sound Editor - Gareth Hird
▸ Post PA - Levi Villalpando
▸ PA - Joshua Dozier
▸ Thumbnail Artist - Dill Toma
▸ Captions - Davy Gerichten

🎵Theme Music Composer - Matt Good AKA The King of Emo
🖼Portrait painted by: Rhianna Robles -   / zerogattsu  
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📺3D animations by: Jacob Dalton -   / jacobdaltonvfx  

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0:00 INTRODUCTION
3:21 BULLIED AS A CHILD
7:50 ON YOUTUBE FOR 13 YEARS
10:11 “BASICALLY I’M GAY”
14:44 REFLECTING ON EMOTIONS
17:20 STRAIGHT FOR 28 YEARS
19:45 SPONSOR MESSAGE
21:59 COMPARING NUMBERS TO SELF-WORTH
23:46 PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIPS
24:52 WHAT’S NEXT FOR DAN HOWELL?
26:59 WE ARE ALL DOOMED
31:27 BLOOPER