It's OK to not be where you want to be, in life or in your career etc. As long as you're taking small steps towards getting there, crawl if you must but keep moving! :)
There is a valuable lesson in doing things we are not good at - and I've found patience, empathy and humility in my journey to become less sucky at playing the fiddle!
What are some things you're not good at, but still do because you enjoy them anyway??

My Socials:
https://bio.site/jamesdelcreative

Some of the equipment I use to make videos:
Main Camera http://bitly.ws/AndI
Back up Camera http://bitly.ws/AndM
GoPro http://bitly.ws/AnXj
My fav RF Lens http://bitly.ws/AndR
Wide lens https://amzn.to/3En7AN6
Main Lens https://amzn.to/316c8ZN
Flash http://bitly.ws/Ane6
B-Roll Lens https://amzn.to/3d9lhU9
Other B-Roll lens https://amzn.to/3HVhIir
Main Light https://bit.ly/314q8TN
Light Dome https://amzn.to/2ZrXY4q
Other Lights https://amzn.to/3daoaEd
Pro Mist Filter https://amzn.to/2Zzos4g