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As a tired wanderer, this video was the most important one for me.
" I live alone in a mountain barn ": the very one I've been waiting to create for so long. I dreamt about this for months, me sharing my slow mountain life with you, wolves.
I was so sure this video would be the springboard my channel needed. Why? I'll be frank. Simply because watching my youtube views going down every single day, was eating at me.

Last night, when I saw my poor video stats, I reached a breaking point. I was so blinded by my tears, I couldn't see where the error was. I just couldn't wrap my mind around WHY. Why does this dream-like video is not interesting people? So I put myself in someone else's shoes and watched my own video again, with different eyes. It didn't take long for me to realise that something was off.
Despite all my labors and efforts to create a Wow video, as I was watching the last minutes, something just felt very wrong.

So I reached out to the most important person in my life, asking for his light. Asking him to be honest and raw, and tell me what on earth is wrong with my videos? And I got it. I've been trying so hard to create those perfect-inspiring-poetic-spiritual-authentic videos, that I lost sight of what the most important, actually is. I got so obsessed in making exceptional films, I forgot what you, what people really want to see.
A normal girl sharing what she does in a day, why does she do it, and how it makes her feel.

Living out of YouTube, is the most complicated thing I've ever been aiming for. And maybe I got it all wrong once more. Maybe my videos perform badly because they lack of something else.
But I'm learning. As you might be doing too, I read the messages Life send me, and I try. To adjust, to adapt what isn't working, what feels wrong.

I thank you with all my heart to have read this through. I deeply needed to share my behind the scenes with you all.
If you have any suggestions, anything you would like me to share in future videos, please let me know in the comment section. This would really, sincerely help, so don't be afraid to offend me :)

Dear Tribe, your support means so much more than you know. I'm sending you all my honest love, because yes, Love is the only thing that heals all wounds.

A bientôt, in a more simple, purer video.

Vanille ♡

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